hd,
I have spent many sleepless nights constructing monologues trying to describe my feelings and writing imaginary letters to Agony Aunts (I once wrote a real letter to an Agony Aunt and she told me to stop wasting my time and find someone else - which I did but it just got me into more trouble). Since joining this forum I have not spent any time on this self-indulgence - I tell you lot instead!
SD