The start of my happiness.

[Tyler12]

WW made a comment last night that stuck out to me and I have been thinking about a lot.

After the I always loved you and part of me always will comment that angered and confused me. Replied like this
There was a lot of good times and a lot of great memories. Thank you for all of them. There will always be a place in my heart that is yours. Great things are in both of our futures

W: Yes there are great memories and great times. And yes i am really praying for bright futures for us both

At first I was angry about that. I felt like if she had been praying at all she would have seen that she shouldn't be going. I felt as tho she had lost her connection with God
I never made any comments about it. Thinking about her journey and mine which are seperate right now, how do I know that she isn't talking to God. I know I am. But it's not about who prays louder or harder. It's about living the experience he has for you to its fullest. It's possible that this is the path He wants her to follow. And has put me on mine. It's possible that these paths meet again. It's possible they go completely opposite directions and never meet again.
Time will tell what happens. So until that time I have to use the time I am given to reconnect with myself and my children. Become the man I am supposed to be. I believe I am on the right path because of this forum and my decisions in life recently.
I sometimes get upset that I had found this place 3 months ago after Bday. Instead of doing it wrong for 2 1/2 months. The main thing is I'm here now tho.
All of your support mean a lot to me and help make me stronger