Don't worry about me mutatio. It might seem like I'm in a rough patch but im doing really well. What I've learning about myself the last few weeks has opened my eyes and moved me further on my path, allowing me to tweak myself further into a person I want to be. It might be a bit painful but it's helping me process feelings I never understood but we're always there. I just haven't updated my own thread because I haven't finished my 'homework' writing my letters. I told myself I would leave my own thread alone until I finish them and I've yet to start them. Letting all the thoughts just sit a while instead of rushing it.
When I get to those later chapters I'll share any tips I feel could be useful.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be