My first week without H is done. It's been interesting. I won't say I like it, but in some ways it's been a lot more peaceful in spirit than lately.

I worked out on the elliptical last night and made a 6' snowman with S.

Everything still feels...odd. What are my next steps. Hmm. I spent so long trying to fix us when he was here, I'm not sure what to do now.

M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out