Yes, I am getting to the conclusion that XH is gone. Never coming back. He made his decision, his choices seem to be the right one for him right now.
It is not funny to see your life being torn apart, but it is the truth and I can't lie to myself any longer.
This past week XH was with his GF here in the US. And now, it is really not my business since we are divorced and he is a single guy that can do whatever he wants to.
I am just an idiot thinking that it could be turned around. Looking back I can see that I have been an idiot for very long. I did everything possible for this man to have a career, I took care after everything in a household so he could have the time to advance in his work. And all what I got was a foot on my ass.
If to forget him will take to hate him and not have any kind of relationship what so ever, then be it.
I need this person away from me, very far away from me. I think I am getting to my enough stage.
