after we went out today, I felt differently about husband. I did not have my usual anger torwards husband. I felt deeply sympathetic torwards him. I felt very worried because of one of his health issues he is not addressing . I feared for him doing poorly and regretted some of my actions that I know added to any feelings of suffering and were basically made to punish him....like isolating him on christmas, and thanksgiving. I guess, I don't want him to suffer right now. Before i did. I know that I love him right now before I did not.
Was this because my need of time together was being met? Or is it just that my feelings are unstable? I want to develop that connection with him again and I don't know how. What do I do now? work on acts of service? Ttalking is probably not the thing to do
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
