Thank you for all the support everyone. MB. You are right in that I have to keep distance and have her wondering about me. Be the distancer not pursuer. Enigma. It's always great when people support you through tough times they pulled through. I am very happy you are at that place in your life. It seems so far away to me.
And Zeus. I cannot read enough of what you say. Between the information and the reminders that this is in Gods hands. Looking at life like what would I do if I were gone tomorrow. It hits home.
In DBing I focused so much on changing myself and detaching I lost who I was and wanted to be.
I need to change into who makes me feel good.


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.