Need support navigating the change in my marriage

[G8r]

Took D3 over to a friend's house to watch football and have dinner with him and his wife. D3 had fun playing and baking gingerbread man cookies. Despite the acivities, I'm still feel depressed. It feels like a charade.

Also looks like W is giving me the silent treatment now. Haven't heard from her since she responded thank you after I let her know that I picked up D3 from day care yesterday evening. I hope she is doing some so searching but that is unlikely. Uggggg Why do I worry what she is thinking? Need to let it go.