dday, rebooted

[dday]

Thanks fogg. Why do I want her back so much? That's a good question. For me, I love her. I made a commitment. I want my kids to have a better life not splitting time with us. I don't want to have seperate lives. I know and love who she was, and can be again. She makes me want to be better, for her and my boys. And the list goes on.

I can be happy without her. And have moments everyday when I am. But I have to be completely absorbed in whatever I am doing, and forget my m. I just don't want to continue being without her, if we can have a great r again.

I just need to let it go and quit using all my energy on it, until she comes back, or someone else steals my heart.