First because old one is almost full Second and more importantly today is the beginning of a new book. Not chapter. I'm sorry Cadet. I can't seem to post old thread on my phone. Which is where I have been dbing. I will do it myself in the future.
W leaves today and I only broke down once. I went to be alone and just cry. She followed and consoled. All that did was ruin me getting the emotions out so I could keep on with my life.
Right now it's seemingly more stressful on her than me. My anger last week and realization I didn't like being so effected by her made something click. I am feeling happy a lot more. And pretty good at faking it when I need to.
None of this has been or is going to be easy. It's all relearning how to live my life for me. Keeping myself busy and DBING like a pro.
Today is the beginning of a long story.
Last edited by Cadet; 01/18/1607:31 AM. Reason: Link
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
