NYG...I have had that same urge many times but none of the outcomes are anything that will helpful to me and 9 out of 10 of them will make me feel worse and put me back I don't know how many steps. So I just write on here or call someone or listen to music or watch a show until the urge passes.
And I like the premise of Sliding Doors. It follows her life if she finds out about the affair and if she doesn't. It's an english movie. I'm going to find it and watch it again
Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15
Ancaire...your post is gold. I wish someone had been there to tell me that a year ago. Every time I started to pull away, H got mad and threatened me that he'd rush into the D or tell me how I was making it easy for him to end the M, and I jumped right back into my little box like the good little girl I was. I was always hoping if I did what he wanted, he'd see it and want me back. Ha! The things we have to learn the hard way...
Rain, your H seems like he is still trying to mess with your head. What on earth is he playing at?
As you say, if he's that bothered why isn't he back home with his "beautiful family". Eugh, sometimes their two faced actions are enough to make me want to be sick! I'm not surprised you've had enough and don't want to jump back into that box. Think I might watch Sliding Doors too! Thanks for suggesting it!
AnnaB...I agree with you. But for myself as a newbie you so want to listen to all of the great advice the vets give out and yet if you are still in the thick of it or just at the start it is SO hard. Not only to follow it but to even hear it. Which is unfortunate since it really is the best thing for us to do.
Inpain, not sure. Maybe it's like Ancaire says and he is getting a little scared now. And you're welcome. I hope you like it. I just put the kids down for a nap and will be making popcorn (and sprinkling some Old Bay on it ;)) to watch it myself.
So many times Said it was forever Said our love would always be true Something in my heart always knew I'd be lying here beside you
On my own On my own On my own
So many promises never should be spoken Now I know what loving you cost Now we're up to talking divorce And we weren't even married
On my own Once again now One more time By myself
No one said it was easy But it once was so easy Well I believed in love Now here I stand I wonder why
I'm on my own Why did it end this way On my own This wasn't how it was supposed to be On my own I wish that we could do it all again
So many times I know I should have told you Losing you it cut like a knife You walked out and there went my life I don't want to live without you
On my own On my own On my own
This wasn't how it was supposed to end I wish that we could do it all again I never dreamed I'd spend one night alone On my own, I've got to find where I belong again I've got to learn how to be strong again I never dreamed I'd spend one night alone By myself by myself
I've got to find out what was mine again My heart is saying that it's my time again And I have faith that I will shine again I have faith in me
Beautiful lyrics - not something you should be dwelling on at the moment, right?
How about some ABBA? Dancing Queen?
You know another song that never made sense to me? It was an 80's hit, in German, I think - something about 99 red balloons. That won't make you cry. Or Monster Mash!
