So sad to hear about your D12. Your other children are hurting as well. Glad to hear you are doing everything you can to be a beacon of hope for them. Hang in there.
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016