WW, My Addiction, Patience, and HOPE

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I texted wife at work today.

All my text stated is if she had any ideas for supper, and when S12's indoor soccer game was.

Her texts devolved into hounding me where I'm going, who I'm seeing, and just some nastiness on her part. So far, I just explained I'm going to the game, and will be home after work.

She keeps repeating that I sound like a counselor, that I talk differently to her than I used to, and that she can't stand me right now. That it sounds like I'm talking down to her, like a child. That I keep throwing Bible verses at her.

I'm trying to talk directly to her, and I'm not throwing ANY Bible verses at her. at all. No prayer with her, no nothing. I did do the kid's Catechism with them last night - I have to, she will not do anything when it comes to church right now. She used to play saxophone with the music team, once a month, but was told to hold off and 'think about things' right now. Her filing for divorce has consequences, and she's angry at church, and me right now.

She's still going to attend on Sunday, just at a different time.

I asked her what she wants, and she said to stop talking to her like a child, and that she really doesn't know right now. Doesn't know about us anymore. She blamed me for forcing her to go to counseling. 'I don't have a problem, you seem to have the problem, and you're trying to fix me!'. She's mad that I told her about NC, that she needs to be an open book.

I think the texts to know exactly what I was doing was a way to control the situation. She's confused, and trying to control the sitation, so she's trying to control me.

She's SOOO in the fog.

This past Sunday is looking like a very distant memory. She's just not ready to work on things. "I'm not the problem, YOU'RE the problem!"...

Ugh. I need to go and pray somewhere.