Hi, Feyth. Those weak moments are my downfall. I know it was pursuing...I actually went over the conversation and counted 4 different types of subtle instances of pursuing behavior. That was just the obvious one.
Our lives are so intertwined it is hard to make a lot of space. I don't believe no contact is warranted or possible in our situation. So, to actually see how ill he was and to know he was heading home alone pulled a bit at my heartstrings. I know it was his choice, but that was hard to see.
I am trying to get used to being more "selfish" and make it about me, but when someone looks like they are in need that is the hardest thing for me to ignore. He just looked run down.
He is supposed to come by this weekend to go over some tax things with me. I am going to have to put some things in place to keep from pursuing or bringing up R. Its easier now, but who knows what will happen. So I will need to plan ahead. I hate that I have to think of a plan just to be well behaved around a person I could literally bare all to.
M-51 H-54 2D-27 and 25 M-26 yrs Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15 He moved out 10-3-15 D filed 1-27-16 D final 10-27-16
