And you're right as usual. I am pulling away out of self preservation. He just feels I'm pulling away. And I refuse to live in that box. That was right on the money.
Morning text from him: good morning my beautiful...i hope my family has a great day today.
No reply from me. So of course he calls to ask me why I didn't answer last nights call and this mornings text. Just said "sorry I was busy. How are you?" He didn't like that. But what else is there to say?
More of the same: so now were your family? After denying that very thing to ow?
Pursuing: if you really felt that why aren't you back?
Anger: screw you! Because once again you aren't here on a weekend.
So I say nothing, i ignore some calls and some texts. Im just tired of the cycle of craziness.
I am looking forward to my walk later. And taking the kids to the park. Also I woke the kids up with music and dancing. They had a blast and were cheering when mommy was showing her super awesome dance moves! LOL
My diet has been going well too which I'm proud of. Also I have been playing around with a business idea for a few years and once I start bringing in some money on my own I think I may go for it!
I hope everyone is having a spectacular day out there in DB land.
