At some point you have to realize you are beating your head against the wall and the only thing that will get hurt is you. I don't know when that is but I’ve always been overly optimistic so I realize I tend to overdo things. Normally the wife is the one to bring me to reality, but she’s not here for this one. I’m the type that will keep beating on the wall until it falls down or I lose consciousness and right now I’m starting to feel light headed 
