Thanks for stopping by 2, I get what your saying, I really do. I think I get down on myself for my part in marriage. I believe the lack of self confidence comes to into play when I am doing things I have no previous experience in or uncertainty on how to proceed.
When I design, create, build, the laws of the physical world rule and I know what I'm doing and how to do it. I am good at this, sometimes brilliant. Dealing with humans is not that way. I am trying to let go of particular outcomes and embrace the chaos. At times I find it entertaining.
I think very highly of the man you are. I know you, now, in this present moment. Your experiences in the past contributed to the man you are now. Through all those experiences and in those moments of important choice, you did the right thing. You can only play the hand your dealt. You have played it well.
Something in my past makes it hard for me to see that with myself. I have friends here that will help me find that bent and twisted component and put myself back in working order. This I will do. This is my top priority. Thanks for your support 2
