The emotional connection I tell myself is because of his "confusion." The physical part I have a real problem with. I just can't get the picture of him climbing on top of her out of my head. It isn't something that I actually saw, I just picture it in my head over and ove and it sickens me. The thought of him holding her and touching her. Maybe because I have asked him for so long to touch me more...hold my hand, put arm around me, etc. And, I got nothing.


M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it