LOL. VFW, who knew? It was just an observation I made within myself. I don't actually believe either of us was interested in the other for anything other than dancing. I could just tell by the way it felt to have someone just BE NICE to me, that it woulnd't take much to suck me in. I still love and miss my H, I'm also tired of the emptiness and loneliness that consumes me every day.
I am very upset about the birthday thing expecially because of how he treated me on MINE back in September. He didn't take time off work to be with ME. And, a hair dryer! I guess I should have just been happy with the gift. And, as far as he knew, I was. I can remember one of my friends at work got yard lights from her H one year on her bday. LOL.
It is very hurtful and hard for me every single time I know he is out of town visiting her. It's just worse this time because it's her bday. I will feel better when I know he's back in town and away from her. I realize that they will still be talking/texting, but just knowing he's not physically with her is easier for me.
How are you doing Rain?
M:45 H:48 M:11 No kids BD:Sept'15 EA:Confirmed 1wk later PA: Oct'15 12 '15 2 wk R Just kidding, H wants NC 12 '15 H back w/OW 4 '15 R &still working on it
