New Year, New Attitude

[Pax_luv]

Hi ciluzen,
I'm sorry you were feeling weak. I know how hard this is. Its horrible! I get why you would want to reach out- you're a kind and compassionate person. Saying, "I miss you" is pursuing and he didn't give you the response you were hoping for. So, next time, maybe pinch yourself or bite your tongue when the urge comes up again. Be selfish in the sense that you don't have to look after him anymore- it's all about you. Do something nice for yourself tonight- watch a silly movie, paint your nails, write our your gratitudes- it works!