Thank you, Ancaire. It is hard. I just seem to be doing ok, then I hear his voice and it brings back thoughts of what it was like before.

Tonight I had to pick up some money from some prints I sold in his office. He has been sick and looked awful. We agreed to talk later about the bank issue when I got home. We just kind of chatted, but as I was getting ready to get off of the phone, I said "I miss you." I know I shouldn't have. I was just weak. He didn't reply, so I just kind of told him I was worried about him being sick. He carefully ended the convo by saying goodnight very softly and hung up.

This is so very hard.


M-51 H-54
2D-27 and 25
M-26 yrs
Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15
He moved out 10-3-15
D filed 1-27-16
D final 10-27-16

Kindness, kindness, kindness.