Pigpen your stitch sounds wonderful. So full of positive vibes. I wish you nothing but the best. I have been at peace and it feels wonderful. I no longer miss my wife, i dont want to be married the woman she is now. I am better. I am a good husband. I am a good father, I am a good provider. I look back in my life and i wonder why i ever believed the negative things she told me. I was so blind back then. Like you said , i wouldnt change anything this past year , since this tribulation has only been a gift to me and has produced a stronger character in me.