Back on these forums again 6

[Mona52]

Thanks mut,

My jerkface has a lot of destruction to finish before I will go near him again. I am happier just playing in my own sandbox for the next year.

I still kinda think of him often. Kinda, because it is not him I think of, but who he was the last time he came home. I remember the words he said. I remember his actions. I remember how electrifying my M was for the next 2 years. Like a honeymoon all over again, only better than the first honeymoon.

And often is not really often. I mean, I am on these boards every day, so yeah, how could I not think about him reading all of this? But during my normal daily activities, I dont allow him in my brain.

It is Friday, and I only have one hour left at work, after that, I will be dancing with Brian and laughing with my friends and he is not invited anywhere near that!