So as of yesterday, I think I've decided to move out once we have a separation agreement in place. I'm pretty much at my wits end with this in house separation. I've detached and it's been remarkably easy I can't stand to look at her. It makes no sense to me why she would do this to our family.

It might take some time to negotiate the terms. We are going to try to work it out then I'll have the terms reviewed by an attorney before I sign anything. We have to discuss child support and all that since our incomes are so different. She claims she doesn't want to make it hard on me and is willing to help out but I don't know.

This morning I looked at a small house to rent and since then, I've been depressed. My life is getting completely dismantled. I'm confused on what to do and to even agree to anything with her at this point. I need time.


M41 W39
D3
Open Marriage Request by W 6/15
BD 9/15
1st EA 10/15
2nd EA discovered: 1/16
I moved out: 1/16
2nd EA blew apart 2/16
PA 4/16
I've had enough, filing for D