D - I love the idea of volunteering, and I am working towards being able to do it. Right now? No. I can't stand upright for more than 15-20 minutes at a time, but it is a definite goal of mine. I truly enjoy people, and think it would be a good use of my time.
SciDad - You are absolutely right. He does not act any way except friendly and nice when others are around. He saves Mr. Hateful for me alone, maybe so others will think I'm crazy. He cares a lot about what others think of him.
When he informed me about his relatives in Kansas seeing me on the news, his point of view was that I'd ruined his reputation. That's it. No concern for me, and my reputation at all. He's mad because they all know he's a cheater. That is his one and only concern.
I'm beginning to like him less and less. I still care, but this selfish side of him? I really don't care for it at all, and now I keep seeing shades of it in our past - it just wasn't such a big issue then. I hope he isn't lost permanently in this new persona.
Not a thing I can do about it, except let him work it out for himself. I pray for him. That's really all I can do.
