So..towards peace and happiness..

[Irish M]

Hi Sotto
Hope you are feeling better. not fun feeling under the weather it can bring you down.

I too am in late stages of D. I should be at my final mediation next week if W doesn't cancel again. I feel like its a stepping stone for me. I know W wants to be free and maybe it will be the D that will finally release her to continue her journey. I feel its holding her back like she had a tie to me still and i cant drop the rope. Maybe it will wake up now that all the things she thought were painful to her in her head are gone... and her pain is still there.

D is just a paper. It hurts i know. It will probably hurt like crazy when mine is final too. Like so many here say.. this relationship is over anyway.. a new one is going to start and I hope its with my W. if its not well i protected myself, my dignity and my Daughters.

stay strong :-) you have many here thinking of you

Irish