MB...i know. I get it on an intellectual level. It probably doesn't come through with what I post, but I do.

I think they are confused and truly believe what they say...at the moment they say it. I believe that because I am going through the same thing and I'm not having an A.

When I'm feeling hurt..when he cancels on the kids....when he's on his phone....i hate him. But then I miss and love him...and I honestly feel those things, at the time.

I am just hurt and seriously pissed off. I hate that he did this and yet I have to find a way to be the strong one and pick up the pieces. But it's just how it is.