Thank NYG....I read that on your thread. It is hard. It's like she gave you a little hope. And yes it is so hard. I hope your doing well today...i know its the 15th. frown

As for me. I want to be able to look at myself and our children and honestly say I tried everything. I'm just not sure right now.

The sweet texts were just that. Sweet texts. No actions to match the words. Telling me he loves me. He misses his family. That he thinks about me a lot.

Thanks for checking in. I really hope you are okay today. It was hard for me to separate physically from mine. My thoughts and prayers are with you NYG.