Jpeg - I'm really worried about you. I hope all is well.
You are correct in that doing things with your family are for you - that's who you are; a family woman.
What about things that interest you? Are you an artist? A musician? Do you have crafts that interest you? Hobbies? We've got to find you something so that you have your own little niche, outside of the role that's been yours for so very long.
What have you done to take steps towards healing this awful wound H has inflicted on you? Counseling? Reading? Church?
I just hate to see you in so much pain. I would do anything to help you if I can.
Please know I'm thinking about you...check in when you can?
