Nygal. I'm sorry I haven't read up on your whole sitch yet. I'm trying to catch up on a lot of people. Still new here. Sounds like this weekend is going to be tough for a few people. You moving out tomorrow. My w moving out Saturday. I'm sure I'll be around here. Feeling angry and hurt much like it seems you are. I was very angry the other night at S and when I stopped to think instead of steam I realized i didn't like myself being angry and resentful. That I was letting her actions control my mood. Which also was upsetting but I told myself to stop. I hope you can find what you need to let go of the anger too
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.