New Year..Need new goals

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Rain, I hope you have a better day tomorrow. It is so confusing when talking to WAS because you never know which things coming out of their mouths are true and which ones aren't because they can seem so sincere at the time. Or, are they all true when they say them, but then they just keep changing their minds? Well, not the part about affairs, they all lie about that! My H told me that he never wants to be married to me or anyone else either, then before Christmas he decided he did, then Jan 1st reverted back to never wanting to be married to me or anyone else ever. H told me that he "leads OW to believe" that he wants a future with her, then tells me that he said it to her her, but never meant it. He just flip flops back and forth from one thing to another constantly contradicting himself at every turn. Is he actually lying, or is he just so confused that he means what he says at the time, he just can't decide and keeps changing his mind? Either way, NEVER BELIEVE ANYTHING THEY SAY, and only half of what they do. Someday I will remember this while I'm actually talking to him. Well, that's if we ever talk again! Sigh.....