Ny, I'm right here. And I totally get it. I'm moving out of my lovely apartment too in a few weeks. Every time I load the dishwasher or take a shower I want to cry because soon I won't have that. I mean, I'll have a bathroom, just not as nice.
This [censored] so much. Someone else made a decision and now we have to live with the consequences. But while your W is confused and not dealing with her problems right now, you are dealing with yours. You're becoming a better version of yourself. You're doing the work to make sure this never happens again. It's so hard to believe as we pack up and leave life as we know it, but eventually we will find the silver lining. Hey, I like myself a lot better these days.