Rollercoaster: Now what?

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I am so sorry that you are hurting so much right now NYGal. You don't deserve this at all. If I lived closer to you, I would give you a hug and help you pack. You shouldn't have to do this alone. Do you have any family close by? A sister, cousin, close friend or someone that can be there for you? I know you feel like your hear is being ripped out, but you will get through this. Hold your head up, close your eyes, and take a deep breath. Force yourself to think about ANYTHING but her even if only for a few minutes. Go stand outside and fee the fresh air, call someone on the phone, turn on some uplifting (NOT SAD) music and turn it up loud, play with your dogs....just do ANYTHING to take your mind off of the pain for a few minutes, then take some more deep breaths and calm down. You've got this. You can do it. You ARE stronger than you think. One day, this will just be a bad memory that you will choose to forget. In the meantime, we are all here for you.