Runn79r, thank you for your post. I know what you're saying is right, it just seems like I'm never going to get there. Having real issues with detachment, I'm not sure if I just really don't want to out of fear, or if it is just so hard that I can't seem to do it. I have been no contact for 8 days now. I'm not sure how I made it 5 weeks before. Would probably be easier if I could truly detach, but since that seems to be a problem for me, the no contact is almost unbearable. Not to mention that when I did no contact before, when I finally did see him he was happy to see me. So I keep finding myself wanting to go over there because maybe he would want to see me like he did that time. I doubt that's true, but it is one more thing that I seem to torment myself with.
M:45 H:48 M:11 No kids BD:Sept'15 EA:Confirmed 1wk later PA: Oct'15 12 '15 2 wk R Just kidding, H wants NC 12 '15 H back w/OW 4 '15 R &still working on it
