Lonely Hearts Club IV

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Hello all. I think Lonely Hearts Club IV is an appropriate title because I feel like I need an IV. An IV of love from all of you at DB. My counselor was a little worried about me Tuesday. She said that I seem a little flat. I think that I am a lot flat but must have been able to fool her a little bit. She is encouraging me to get back into the hobbies that I so enjoyed previous to my problems. I don't know why but I just can't make myself do it. Those hobbies get me out socially and have always been a sanctuary for me but I just can't.

Someone needs to kick me in the a$$ and get me moving. Is it Newton's third law; An object in motion tends to stay in motion? I think part of why I am sad is that the divorce seems much more real to me now. I accept that it is reality but it is an unfortunate one. I also know that there is something better but the wait is excruciating.

OK so I'm doing yoga tonight and maybe going to the weight room. Taking S13 somewhere to eat. Planning to get together with some friends to play some music. I am also hoping to sleep off this cold tonight. Bought some good cold medicine to hopefully help with that. Rouky I need a nurse for a couple of days. I will pay your way here! Just need some tissue and a bowl of chicken soup! I will return the favor when you feel bad. I give a very good massage. Is this an online affair that we are having? Now I am smiling. Gosh Rouky you kind of are my chicken soup! I hope that isn't an insult.

OK I'm off to GAL. Thank you all for listening to my whining. I promise that I'll stop it but I guess I still haven't recovered from the holidays. I know they were hard for all of you as well so I am going to pick myself up. The first part of the yoga class has eighty squats so here's hoping that I can do them all. There is a part where we do a backbend. I am going to hold it the entire time tonight! Not sure how my tree pose will go as I still struggle to stand on one foot. Here I go, wish me well.