Don't know what to do anymore...

[Painter]

How do you get past the anger? I struggle daily with so much anger that I suppress.

I'm angry at H for talking to OW about our M (she threw something in my face that only H could have told her, it was distorted to make me look bad).
I'm angry at OW for pursuing my husband.
I'm angry at H for being too busy to talk to me while he spent hours on the phone with OW. (Before OW, we talked a lot as well - it changed suddenly when the EA started.)
I'm angry that he convinced me to move from another country, change my entire life, only to toss me away when he couldn't figure out how to fix things.
I'm angry that he is renegotiating the terms we married on, walking away from all his promises.
I'm angry that he thinks people are just things that can be replaced.
I'm angry that he's not a more honorable person.

I recognize that this anger is not good for me or for the M. Not sure how I can purge it, though. I have forgiven him, because he is fallible and I love him, but I'm still angry.