I'm glad you shared your feelings and mood. I had noticed, and thought to myself V, knows that I love her and thinking about her. I should have reached out with some love V.
Reading your posts on FOO Led. I realise now that when I have spoken of my history of childhood sickness, feelings of separatness, that you understood more than I had anticipated.
We talk about the rollercoster of life, but really it is a never-ending spiral. Life always comes back on itself to show us where we have been, to shed more light on both painful and happy things.
This work is not easy V.
I have never liked the word survivor, as a description of people who have some through abuse. I think you wrote recently about being a thriver as apposed to a surivior. Finally a word that adapty describes the other side.
You, Mu and Fogg and I are all sharing a very similar journey right now. We might need to huddle up a bit closer, to have a few more feelings of thriving.
PP said it best, as he does so eloquantly and with such grace. There is no need for more words. I will stop now, but you are loved V. This too shall pass.