V is for Vanilla 26

[Vanilla]

Every few months a dark cloud falls over me and I get really down.

Then it seems to disapper again, I don't know why it comes and goes.

This time it's about my weight gain and the Fins. I have a chest infection and it's tax year end.

I am not coping very well and the abuse feels so close I could touch it. It seems like huge steps backwards.

Dark today, I hope tomorrow will be better.

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