Hurricane Rising

[NateG79]

Well, I don't have hate or anger at this point. It's actually more apathy. I've no desire to spew at her. It just is what it is at this point. She's acting like a high schooler, and I've just grown up, and not going to deal with it anymore. And 5 years is a bit too long. I don't believe I'd be there at that point. I don't need her in my life. I've realized that. I am sad that it will cost my family, but I'm not willing to be a doormat while she explores other relationships. I'm not going to say anything hurtful. I'm beyond that now. But I also have no desire to be friends. I'm not going to pretend that we're just okay.