Hi Elly, it's all good, I have accepted reality. I would like to have a different relationship with my wife but this is what it at this time. So, I live each day enjoying what is offered. Thank you for thinking of me.
Mona, thanks I needed that I love reading your posts, your fun. Please don't ever let go of this authentic part of you.
Just chugging along at home and working on my FOO issues and my goals. Be well