I can say everything I do is with little expectation. But I do want her to remember me. I don't even know when/if I'll hear from W after I move out. Our last interaction was as we passed each other on our street and had a brief conversation from our cars.

There was so much tenderness in our not so distant past interactions. I'm still so confused by all this. She is hurting and so am I, and knowing that keeps my heart attached to her. Who am I kidding? I'd be attached anyway. Knowing she's hurting makes me THINK she cares about me. But I wouldn't be surprised to see her laughing and smiling in the near future. If she's w OW, it will tear my heart out. I know many of you out there have already faced this, and have seen smiling photos of your spouse and OP on Facebook or whatever.

Is it so wrong to want them to miss us? Is it so wrong to want them back?


11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker
Reconciling since late April 2016
Don't give up until it's time, then move on
Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat