I guess I meant I'm not going to do anything to speed up the process. And I'm going to have a lawyer who will fight for me. There is also going to have to be a discovery process because he has been hiding money from me (and possibly doing illegal/unethical things at work to get the money) My husband wants me to just roll over and make it all happy. He thinks we can just be friends. This is not something that you can build a friendship from.
We can't get divorced in our state while I'm pregnant anyway, so we have at least six months.
Tonight I'm kind of freaking out because he asked to see the kids tonight (3 hours notice) I had emailed him this morning with a potential visitation schedule and he didn't respond until 3 pm, and only to ask to see them tonight. I'm nervous to say no because we have nothing in writing yet and I don't want to be perceived as withholding. But now at the end of the day I have to figure out somewhere to go.
I was feeling strong all day and then it hit me while I was leading my daughters Girl Scout meeting that this is happening. It's not a dream. It's not a sick joke. This is my life, having to leave my kids when I just want to crash and watch a movie.
