Also last time I was alone after first D I got myself into huge financial trouble and it ended in me going through bankruptcy. Something that W helped and dealt with ( part of her resentment). And I let her handle it all without really learning how to do things. Not as big of a fear because I know I can go to people to help me out taking care of finances. The memory of that Sh** storm is still in te back if my head tho


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.