I guess my fear is being alone. Losing a person that meant so much to me. Still does. A person that was my best friend. The one I felt I could go to with anything. Any emotion. It was never about the physical aspect with me or us. That was an amazing benefit of what we had. The emotional connection we had is what made me happy. I truly feel like my best friend died and I will never see them again
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.