Def. not yet by any means. I do love him and if it will help to set him free so be it...but I do so with the notion that he is mentally broken and while I cannot fix him, I can shoulder the pain to myself. I talk to the boys about daddy being at school and how daddy loves them and what a great dad he is. I promised him years ago that ptsd ..missing limbs..anything I would stand . I keep my word. I am standing from a loving distance. He may not get it in a month or in a year but at some point ,my boys will know that even when I felt like curling up in bed to sob. I still put on a smile and helped with homework..playing uno..and I did everything possible to make sure they had a stable home. Just because something breaks does not mean we automatically toss it. Sorry for my diarrhea of the mouth...lack of sleep/sick kiddos/ and slow work day are not helping lol
