I keep expecting this miracle call , text, or whatever but from reading the stories here I should stick with reality and know the path right now is D and to try to focus on self.
Theres no way to know this to be true.
Live your life as if that miracle call is not going to come, but keep hope alive that it will - until you dont care if it does any more.
The actual act of divorcing your wife doesnt really play into that. If it happens, it happens. If it doesnt, it doesnt.