Still spinning. I am stuck on trying to find a way to pull/draw my XW back. Yes, I know that it doesn't work that way. I have snapped this rubberband several times today. Many more to come, I am sure. I was already sucked in, and then I heard that one comment last night... Now it is trying to consume me. Today, I try to switch to house planning, and I just have no interest at all. Can't find anything to keep my mind off this. Work is slow, which allows for too much time to wallow.
I am now accepting 2x4s. I need some ideas. I have picked up the dang rope and wrapped it around my neck, I think.
yuck
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
