New guy

[mbebos]

Had a decent day yesterday overall. A few times of very high anxiety, but found a way to recover. Reached out to a relatively new friend that I don't see a lot. I was expecting him to understand what I am doing in the divorce busting, but he couldn't understand why I would hang on to hope. I got off the phone, and just chalked it up to, this is just him trying to see me to a happier time more quickly, even if divorce is not what I want. Didn't go out or anything, just stayed home and did some much needed laundry, and spent the rest of the night watching some shows and talking to my cousin.

Woke up early, and I knew instantly that my sleep was not great last night. I feel exhausted, maybe a cold coming on. Still did a workout, but I dogged it for sure. I am yawning as I write this, lol. I am heading to a divorce/separation support group at a local church tonight. Let's see how that goes.