Thank you.

Managed an OK sleep last night.

MIL is coming to get what I have managed to pack for him this afternoon (and his passport).

This will be the first time since I've seen her since just after it all exploded on the 11 October.

I'm not sure how I feel. I'm a bit all over the place, if I'm honest. I'm also frightened about how bad I *might* feel.

Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017