I know it hurts but a part of me just wants to move on. I mean really, do I want to pursue someone indefinitely. If she goes off the reservation too far, I know I won't want her back. I have my limits, my dignity, and my sanity. I know I have a family to keep together and the hardest thing about this is screwing up my kid if we split. I can tell that if I'm having a really bad day, my daughter looses all interest in what she learned about potty training, manners, and overall behavior. She senses something is really wrong and the best thing I can do is make myself happy so that I can protect her. If I'm not happy, I can't help her grow. And I'll be damned if I keep myself stuck in a situation with that kind of conflict.


M41 W39
D3
Open Marriage Request by W 6/15
BD 9/15
1st EA 10/15
2nd EA discovered: 1/16
I moved out: 1/16
2nd EA blew apart 2/16
PA 4/16
I've had enough, filing for D